My first newsletter was titled, “My Awakening Journey”, and I
posted it here on my blog, (
9/29). It carried you through the events that
have occurred in my life since October 2012 when I told Spirit, “Whatever you
want of me, I will do.” For me, it has
been an amazing journey.
The title this time is “Time to Get Real - Messy &
Imperfectly” and by the end of this post you will understand why. First, let me catch you up on a few things.
Last week was our 2014
Unity South Central Region annual
conference. It was held at
Unity of Houston. I met some awe-mazing,
wonderful people and learned a ton – spiritually and especially about coordinating a conference. I'm looking forward to implementing the lessons learned - in my life as well as a means of enhancing our 2015 conference. I also had the opportunity to perform sign language with the incomparable Michael
Gott as he sang his awe-inspiring song, “
Nearer than the Air”. What a privilege and blessing that was.
The week before that, one of my besties, Joanne, came to see
me – all the way from Canada! We had
such fun while she was here. My dogs
went to the beach for the first time and I got to kayak for the first
time. While visiting Aransas Pass
Wildlife Refuge, Joanne saw a 5’ rattlesnake for the first time. We were bummed we didn’t see any
alligators. That would have been a first
for all of us!
The week prior to Joanne's visit was a difficult transition week
for me. For one, I sold Fiona. The new owners will be here sometime this
week to pick her up and make final payment.
They are making their way down from Colorado. They bought her sight unseen and she is going
to a good home (
here), and will be a part of wildlife management and rescue. Wow. For that I am
grateful.
Secondly, I no longer work at the State Park. And here’s the kicker, and the reason it’s
time for me to get real …. For those that this might shock, I apologize. Please feel free to contact me and we will talk it through ....
For some time now (a few years, actually), my official diagnosis has been Hippocampal Sclerosis. I recently met with my doctors and it seems that my scar tissue
from an old brain injury is calcifying again. If you want more information on it, I can send you a research summary. I want to stress that most days I am fine, and I have taken measures to control it, if not reverse it. From a medical perspective however, the new prognosis
is not good.
The doctors believe I may only have 6 months to 1 year of
quality life left. However, I know that
I will have a different outcome and I ask that you hold that vision with me
please – vision nothing less than me in my Highest self, in perfect health and love,
with clarity of mind and focus. To borrow words I recently heard from someone who announced something similar, "If you are not able to do that, then please forget that I have shared this with you."
I am not in denial, nor am I doing a spiritual bypass. I just know to my core that the story according to my doctors is not my truth. In Rev. Gott’s
Wednesday Night Live stirring message (
"As Within, So Without" on 10/15),
he reminded us to not give up until we receive our blessing. I demand my blessing. There is something good for me here. I am not giving up!
Like my title says, it’s “time to get real.” So, I am going to take a courageous leap and
do the things my heart longs for me to do. I have nothing to lose and everything to
gain. My deepest desire is to be a
vessel for Spirit. I don’t have
credentials and I don’t have any of my writings published yet, AND I am out of
time waiting for that perfect, elusive moment to automagically appear. It may be messy and at times it may not be
pretty, and it certainly will not be perfect, but I am finally ready to do that which Spirit asks of me, again.
I have wanted to write and be a public speaker for as long
as I can remember. I have run from it
far and wide and avoided it in a variety of ways. I no longer have the luxury of time for
further avoidance, nor do I want to continue being evasive. I am ready to move in to what is mine to do.
There are 2 ways you can help me.
1) Do
you know a group that could use an inspirational speaker?
I am called to share my story as a TBI (traumatic brain injury) survivor. My varying symptoms now force me to live in
the moment and I choose gratitude on a daily basis. My life has been transformed and along the way
I have come to know Grace, Gratitude and Oneness. I am infinitely blessed and I am grateful for
all that is. If Spirit can use me to help
others move in to awareness and expansion, even just one person, then that’s
all that matters.
A friend recently recommended that I make a few videos to give people
examples of my talks. I will do that,
and I will do it as soon as possible, and
I hope to have speaking engagements right away – without having to wait until
the videos are made - practice jump starts if you will. I promise the audience will not be disappointed, and I can promise that because this is being led by Spirit, not me.
While speaking from such a personal platform is new for me, I am an
experienced public speaker and can tailor my talks to any forum or group, any
size crowd, for time periods from 15 minutes to 1 hour. I just want the opportunity to begin, and for
now all I ask is that my travel expenses be covered. Please help me find venues.
2) I
also need an income stream fairly quickly.
I
am grateful to be able to continue my administrative work for the regional board. While at the conference they voted to expand
my duties and they gave me a pay raise.
What a powerful, wonderful blessing (!), especially since I chose to take
the leap of faith and had already left my day job at the State Park. I left for health reasons, and to follow my
calling by Spirit. Working from home, living in the country, and no commute allows spaciousness on which I can build health and stability.
So, as of this month I
am, for the most part, self-employed. I need
to augment my income fairly quickly. The
regional job allows me to pay my bills and keep my car, but it does not leave
anything extra for things like food and unexpected expenses.
Here’s how you can help with that….
Do you know anyone that could use help
maintaining their email list? Perhaps
you know a musician or speaker that gathers email addresses everywhere they go,
but are not diligent about maintaining their contact information list. That’s where I come in. I envision being able to support musicians, speakers, small ministries/groups, small business owners and entrepreneurs. They can send me their client contact information in any form
– by email, text, voice mail, sticky note, or snail mail – and I will maintain
their mailing lists for them. PLUS, I
will create and email info to their contacts once a month. It can be a basic email, flyer, itinerary, or
a newsletter – whatever they want to communicate. They tell me what they want to say; I take
care of the rest.
Here are my rates. Please help me find clients. I look forward to being of service.
Email
List Management*:
$10, 1-100
$25, 101-250
$35, 251-499
$50, 500-1000
*Includes one monthly
mailing.
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I know not what tomorrow brings. I’m fully aware that none of us do, but I am
living that awareness now up close and personal. It is such a mixed bag of beautiful
blessings.
Being able to work from home, gather clients, establish speaking
engagements, and write, is a dream come true for me. I highly recommend you don’t wait for
something like a brain injury to help you live your dreams.
What is on your bucket list? What is your dream? Do it today.
I close by sharing 2 videos with you of people, young and
old, that know how to live courageously, authentically and from
vulnerability. May we all shine so
brightly, always. Namaste.
I love you,
Debra
