11/9/13-Simply Amazing, Always Divine

Spirit never ceases to amaze me.

It seems to me, that at some point, living in divine splendor can become second nature, a perfectly natural state.  I believe it is possible and when I get there, maybe then I won't be so blown away when I feel the full impact of amazing moments and love.  Yesterday and today was not that day, however.  Today, I remain amazed.

Yesterday, after having worked almost 32 hours straight, I finished the first piece of an amazing project for my amazing boss who is also a friend.  I was able to do that because I have great support and loving friends.

It’s a major project at work that involves budget analysis, strategic planning, pivot tables, databases and many hours of planning and brainstorming.  I know, I know – you have to be a geek to get how wonderful that sounds.  ;)  One of my friends has been helping me and it has actually been quite fun.  Today I corroborated with our accountant and he too was excited.  I left the office after that meeting with my feet barely touching the ground.   All of this is an idea that was born in Spirit and has been my calling for months now.

At one point however, I thought I had failed Spirit because it seemed I wasn’t going to be able to convey the ideas so freely given me.  Thinking I may have failed Spirit made me sick, literally.  So, as a big part of it fell into place last night, and I could see the entire project coming together, I couldn’t help but jump for joy.  My friend was right beside me doing the same.  We were like two kids in a candy store.

Later, I realized once again how different my life is today than it was a year ago.  For example, I am pouring my heart and soul into this project, but I am also able to release and let go of all else.  I am not vested in the outcome, only my part, and that is to produce it and present it.  Nothing more. That is all Spirit has ever asked of me.  Anything beyond that is not mine to do or to own, and I am okay with that.  I am fulfilling my calling.  Wow!  I can't remember the last time I felt such peace and freedom.  I have no idea what happens beyond this.  Spirit only gave me this much.  What I do know is that truly, no matter what, all is well.

So, through sleepless nights (literally, lol) and some long, arduous days I have clearly grown in spirituality by leaps and bounds.  I am learning to go within and get my answers and direction from spirit and to answer to that and only that, to the best of my ability, from a love and understanding that knows no bounds.  Peace abides.  How awesome is that?!?

I suit up and I show up every day with love in my heart and a true desire to serve and do whatever Spirit asks of me.  The more I do that and the more I stay out of the way, the better, bigger and brighter my life becomes.

In fact, my next post will be about one of the most amazing, beautiful, wonderful things that has ever happened in my life.  And that was LAST weekend!  I know writing out of order is not exactly blog protocol, but I am still processing the experience.  It was astronomical.  I look forward to sharing it with you as soon as I can.

Until then, I hope you are having days of love and light, full of grace, gratitude and ripples of oneness.  In case no one has said this to you today, allow me, “You are loved.  You are Divine.”  Namaste.