4/9/15-The Brain Game

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Life - our bodies, nature, the universe, plants, animals, the oxygen we breathe, our interactions with all the other elements of the periodic table - is such an intricate balance. Simply awe-mazing. I am inspired as I observe my wonky brain and its imbalance. 

With the help of Siri, I can create this blog post but I can't fix myself breakfast. I can let the dogs out before the rains come, but I can't wander from the trailer because I might get lost. I can remember that it might rain but I can't retain the day or date for more than five minutes.

My brain and my ability to process is in constant flux but something has changed since yesterday morning. I am resting while waiting on my doctor to call me back with my marching orders. Yesterday he told me I will most likely be hospitalized for testing. I guess I will know by the end of the day. But here's the oddest thing....

Without looking at my tweets, texts & emails from yesterday, I can't recall what happened.

I look at my white board that lists my reminders for writing (I now have many whiteboards in my home with a variety of instructions and reminders), and it reminds me I want to do a post on "It Takes A Village". I want to write a thank you to all the wonderful people that lift me up. The brain is amazing. I can write about writing about it, but I can't process well enough to include any details that are required for specific examples. So, thank you. All of you. You know who you are, hopefully.

I am scared. So, unable to process a prayer or meditation on my own, I turned to my trusty handheld computer called a phone & touch the icon for The Daily Word. Their article below says it all. Thank you living, loving God. My needs are always met in the most beautiful ways. I am grateful.

My doctor told me recently that I can wake up one morning and never again remember who I am.  My reply was, "Isn't that true for everyone?"  I know this: The great I AM has always been and will always be. "I" am not "this".

All is well, always, no matter what.

The Daily Word:
Protected - Divine light within me illuminates the darkness and dispels all fear.

Namaste. I love you.