5/7/15-3D Rain Dancer

A friend gave me this pillow for my birthday 3 years ago. I am still learning.

Today I'm beginning to wonder if I may be an eternal rain dancer. Pessimist or acceptance? It feels a bit of both.

I think it is because they took me off the Aricept, but I feel Disoriented, Dense and Dumb, unable to process sequential thoughts. It's like someone types a URL, but then doesn't hit send so nothing happens.

I'm staying close to home today, doing a lot of snuggling with the furbabies. They like it, and I am blessed to be able to do so. No long walks for us today. I fear venturing out too far. It is on days like this when my mind plays tricks on me and types in its own URL and then something weird happens... I fall, or days get mixed up, or milk becomes coffee. Who knows. Evidently anything is game.

So far today, none of that - gratefully. But, I'm not doing anything either - unfortunately. If I pushed it, I'm quite certain I would short-circuit. So, I'll take it easy and maybe even take a nap. Maybe my brain will reboot - hopefully.

I meet with the PA tomorrow for a med review. Timely. Transport will pick me up in the morning. How awesome is that? I am so blessed.

The new title, Rain Dancer, is growing on me. If I end up living in a home, maybe I can find a way to still use my God-given talent. This guy did (click here). Isn't he awe-mazing? Today, he is my inspiration, and why I pushed through to write this post.

Now I'm going to take a nap, or dance in the rain. Life is good always, nmw. Namaste.